Constructs will get in the way until you take over and stop following the path of your old self. Create your own way and watch your goals illuminate what needs to be revealed.
We cannot know what the right directions are until we follow our hearts road map.
There is a phenomena that occurs when we allow other things than the ones we believe in to have a say in the paths that we carve throughout our life. A path is meant to be followed, but not just any path, our path. When we follow other peoples ways of dealing with things, our path follows theirs as well. In doing so, we loose control of having a say that holds any kind of weight towards our journey to happiness.
I tried so hard to do things my own way. When nothing worked I tried in the ways that I had seen work and not work for others in hopes of them ending my endless loop of pain. An empty journey is caused by an exhausted soul with no knowledge of what to do. A pair of legs that have traveled with no avail had given into the idea of never making it. I surfaced enough energy to get back up to then fall down again with my final failure. I questioned my mind halfway down on my way to turmoil within my chest in hopes that it would not beat any further. It was when hit my darkest moment that caused me to open my eyes one more time. In this beautiful moment I saw everything that I had been missing. Everything was illuminated by a light that sat right where it needed to.
We hit a darkness that is pitch black, and any imperfection in this darkness fails its demons the same way we thought to have failed ourselves. If we are faced in a direction that is opposite of where the light is coming, there is no chance we can see it for what it is meant to be or what it is meant to do. It is time to lift your head and change your outlook toward a direction that has a chance of guiding you instead of allowing hiding you.
What will you do today to be sure that the guidance placed in front of you gets a chance to do exactly what it is meant to?