The blood that runs through your veins flows with urgency and clarity. Your home(heart) sings songs that keeps your pulse strong and your movement swift.

We cannot love what has always been there for us, unless we give ourselves a chance to be there as well.

I dealt with so many lost moments, and so many failed opportunities to see that my body waited, my soul screamed, and my heart cried out. They forced me to literally feel things that would have scared me into motion. Eventually these same things that caused worry, became a form of painful pleasure and terrifying nightmares. I swung at my demons and knocked them on their asses, but for every one I beat, two would return.

It was not until I got tired enough to have that undefinable moment that I made every particle that existed in me jet into action and come back to life. We can point fingers at a person, a home, an event, a failure, etc. There is nothing but validity within all of the effects that those things can and should have on you. Having said that, there is also no one that we can blame for us becoming ok with remaining defused and shut down. We can get up without help, we can feel what we want without reason, and we can show pride in getting our lives back under our control.

No one shuts us down or gets to run us anymore. It is time to take your part in your own life and handle what is needed to end the misery. It is time to get your ass up and grab hold of what you deserve! Your heart will never leave, and ill be damned if you are ever weak enough to leave it! I love my life and although I am not perfect, I know what my home looks like outside of the shadows now and I urge you to do everything you can to see it because a simple glimpse of the happiness it offers will pull you out of the hole you sit inside of.

What will you do today to listen to the inner workings of the home within your heart? What will you do to protect your home and have it hold reason again?