Innterestr and insight have an incredible relationship.

Look at everything that interests you and compare it to all that you are trying to accomplish. Drive yourself upward with the result.

The way that we looking at things typically results in a quick judgement and our day goes on. Most people move so swiftly these that they do not tend to sit for a moment and think of how big of an impact things are able to make on their lives. Everyone has different interests and that is a beautiful part of the existence in this world.

When I hit my absolute bottom I was trying to force my brain to understand why and for what reason did I continue to torture myself? My craziest thoughts came from nothing at all. A numb feeling that paid no attention to anything in particular and started endlessly at nothing. When you have nowhere to look but up things change. Your life spiraling downwards in rapid succession will come to an absolute halt and in motionless times you start to recognize everything needed while looking up to hope for reaching an escape. The floor beneath you has become so hard and cold that you just know that this is the final stop. This was the saddest moment I have ever felt and all I wanted was the attention required to reach up and try.

That is what started my ascent. I forced myself to pay attention to what continued to lead me to the places I did not want to be and dug into the shit that was going to make it not happen anymore. I gripped and grasped harder every step of the way because I knew I was fighting for my life not every day, but within every choice I made. What will you do today to be sure that your vision becomes clear through what you involve yourself in? Look inside yourself and figure out how the things you see effect the things you do, and how the things you do effect your outcome.