There is an undeniable energy felt by the heart when love and happiness call the same place home.

We do not loose until we give in to being ok with giving up.

There is a place in each of our lives that serves as a sanctuary and safe haven from of our troubles. A happiness that does not have a simple description, but provides an irreplaceable feeling of making everything ok. We consistently acknowledge thoughts of this place being enough to escape. We appreciate the mental space located inside this realm that keeps us protected from our known darkness.

I have never questioned escaping a world of misery when I am out on the field. This is undoubtedly the most valid mental and emotional satisfaction outside of my family, and a huge part of my life worth taking chances for. I am proud of my demeanor on the field and the pride I bring not only within my performance, but my mental peace of mind as well. That all being said, my misery off of the field masked and nearly deleted the one place in my heart that I have always understood as pure freedom. I never lost sight of this love, but allowed an unwanted hell an opportunity to mistreat a heaven sent place full of hope and love. I am not capable of giving away the things that have built and live inside the inner workings of my heart. It is a gratifying feeling to have been lucky enough to find this love again.

Within getting tired of countless attempts to find myself, I am able to reach out and grab something that holds a love that has never left and never will. When you want something bad enough to consider changing everything, then you will know that it is something worth fighting for.

What will you do to find a place that will never let you go and be sure that you love it enough to create change and do the same?