Some things in life cannot be replaced. It’s a matter of holding on to the things that make it all worth it.

There have been so many things in my life that have come and gone. Some of which made me feel so many different ways and so many stages of confusion. I’m not capable of understanding loosing what has always been in front of my face the entire time. The things that I have relentlessly loved for so long got blinded by the turbulence of madness that my mind so regularly got used to operating in.

Inside of my heart, ball has always been able to hold me together even through the worst of times. I disrespected myself and I used to become infuriated when recognizing my potential and taking it for granted by allowing my bad habits become the only thing that mattered. I can combat that with recognizing that the most sanity I have had in my life will forever be generated from what I have never doubted is the thing that has allowed me the mindset to battle through it all. So here’s to you!

Thank you life for continuing to let me see what has always mattered more and allowing me to hold onto it. There is no surprise when great things come through incredibly great company. It does not always work out that way, but when it does it goes such a long damn way.

What makes you the most happy version of yourself? Find it and never let it go again.