Your heart will speak love if you listen enough to hear it.

Our deepest thoughts can be heard at any time. We must stop and allow ourselves to understand them for them to matter.

Every day I thank everything that has happened for giving me a life worth living. The hatred created by my actions continue to haunt me, but continue to build on every reason not to go back. I was able to destroy myself in more ways than even I was aware of. It was not just the times I came home scared of loosing my purpose, it was every time I asked myself how did we get here again? I was so depressed on top of confused and tired of it all. I am writing this today because whenever I would try to speak about it I would get choked up and aggravated. I tried endlessly to figure out why. What are the reasons for such a caring human to deal with all of this bullshit?

I now speak for myself and anyone that wants change in the following. text. All we can control is ourselves. We will no longer accept the same outcome that we have been tortured by for so long. The embers of our lives will no longer be rained on by countless attempts to get this right. There has always been a fire ready to catch air and illuminate all that we can be. I will put this to rest by telling you that your future holds hope still and we must change our position on everything. It is time to introduce new wood to create new outcome for our souls hope. It is time to appreciate right now instead of dreading the past.

We are giving ourselves a chance to appreciate new love instead of allowing our demons to continue to lie. We will no longer allow internal destruction to be seen as comfort. What will you do today to break out of the nest you have been stuck in for so long and a comfort zone that has done you so much wrong. Speak up not to others but to yourself. Do not forget to ask why not Truth above all and true care above empty promise? Turn the Corner and GO!!!!!